Overall, I feel that I’m just a regular guy. I teach undergraduate courses at a local university. My wife works there, too, just in a different department. We married five years ago, now. We still live in our small apartment because we are not at a point, financially, where a bigger house is possible. I know that I should save the money I spend on sessions with my Mistress, but how can I give up something that brings me closer to myself and makes me a better husband?
If I could explain it to my wife and get her to understand, she would say that the money is well spent. But I can’t tell her. So I meet my Mistress twice a month, in secret. My wife is really busy with her job and she trusts me, so she never asks me about what I do. She even jokes that she loves the time alone to finish her work. This makes me feel bad for lying to her, but I’m not going to stop. I just really love sucking cock for my Mistress!
My Mistress finds all sorts of ways to have me suck cock. She has a rented space that has a room on one side that has cock sucking holes installed that she calls her “den.” No one is allowed in her den unless they are a client of hers. She staggers her appointments so that no one sees one another unless they want to actually meet. I’ve met a few of the men and I’ve also used the holes occasionally, depending on my mood.
I love just hanging out in the den, really. There’s always a lot of amazing stuff going on. My mistress makes me wear a leash and a collar when I’m there. I also love her dress code: completely naked at all times except for leashes and collars and chastity devices, if you are made to wear one. My Mistress understands that I can’t be in chastity because of my wife, so that is something that she doesn’t demand of me.
My Mistress makes me face the things that I want. Instead of hiding in the bathroom looking at hot guys with hard cocks on the Internet, I spend my time with my Mistress actually doing the things I used to only fantasize about. When I go see my Mistress, I know what is going to happen. Truthfully, I like doing what she wants, but I don’t tell her. I do tell her that I love pleasing her. I want to please her.
Mistress says that she wants me to suck cock. So, she sets up “chance” encounters that seem random. I meet men she knows and trusts in bars and other public places. Then we go to more private places to talk and suck each other’s cock. My Mistress goes with me and watches because she says she enjoys watching. These sessions fulfill me sexually, partly because she watches and partly because when I obey her, I make her happy.
My mistress lets me suck cock. I always tell her that I hate it and whine about having to do it for her. But, in reality, I really love doing it! It makes me so hot!! I just can’t seem to bring myself to admit it to her. I try not to think about it much, either, because I don’t like even admitting that I like cock sucking to myself. But I do love it. It’s the real reason I contacted a Mistress in the first place. I wanted to be able to live out my fantasies. She talks to me about things that I can’t discuss with anyone else.
Mistress does demand that I suck lots of cock. She makes me keep doing it until she says to stop, even if I’m tired and my jaws are aching. There was one time when the guy held on and didn’t cum for like an hour or so. At the end, I was really excited, but also so tired and sore. What a relief when the guy finally came and I could stop for a minute. But then I saw how happy my Mistress was that I held out to the end. I love the feeling of knowing I have pleased my Mistress. Having a Mistress that demands things of me, fulfills me. I am a better husband because of my relationship with her and the things that she’s taught me. I think every guy should have a Mistress that makes them explore all of their fantasies.